So basically this will now become my blog. I feel it necessary and i figure it will make it much easier to relieve stress. Ok. So, first topic, is the oh so ever popular subject of men. The men that can make you love are probably the hardest ones to deal with. I myself just realizing this am finding myself conflicted with thoughts of he can be a total ass hole, to the thoughts of how i never want to be apart from him. how these two thoughts can exist and be about the same person im not quite sure yet, but im slowly figuring it out. i find myself in a delema of my own anger. Instead of staying calm and just having a simple fight with my boyfriend, instead i fought it, yelled i cant take this anymore im done, and walked out, in turn, fucking myself over. I find myself tossing and screaming in my head, I want him back, and so unlike some, im going to get my man back. He's mine, and i'll make sure to keep it that way. To any other girl (or guy) who wants to keep there man, I STRONGLY suggest never being stubborn enough to keep you from what you want. Just run for it and even if it doesnt go where u wanted it to, at least you wont sit and wonder if you would have worked out or where u'd be at the moment. TAKE A CHANCE PEOPLE, sometimes pride isnt as necessary as we create or stubborness to think it is.